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This Tape is Blank, Or it Might as Well Be

by Kevin Christensen

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Eighteen 03:56
We were both young when we knew we had love in our arms Now our love has brought a new face to love and protect I am 18 and I'm growing up buy not apart from you You were 18 when you gave her life and took my hand She'll grow up fast in the house we made covered in love always Well go down down to the lake where she learned how to swim We have her fear of the Lord, it will stay in her heart and soul Worries are gone with her smile she takes all of our fears away night has come again she brings us day Soon shell be just like you but we have to let her grow into the girl she wants one we love to know Our age wont matter to us or her because were old in love
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I forgot why I forgot why I laugh when we walk we all walk the same path We all run we all run the same road it ends when when we start and when we go We go We go to war and we fight We drop bombs bombs that kill and leave nuclear scars The wind blows and it tells tells who we are its not kind its not kind to those who kill We were blessed we were blessed with a clean name Until guns, until the guns, until they claimed ten thousand ten thousand lives that never came And the voices I hear voices they all say the same put down put down the guns and pick up the paint grab a brush instead of hand grenades Mother said she said bombs wont drop when you arent playing the role of a prop Face down Face down in the dirt I saw him saw him lie there blood on his shirt I fell fell to my knees and played for his soul I prayed I prayed he could live more I saw the flash of his eye gone so fast I thought how long will will this last How long will names be known known by the grave I hope and I pray they have been saved I wish for for the end of all the death when will when will the world just take a breath
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I walked across the street barely breathing Everything is still Hands in my pocket, black suede shoes Where is your soul? Have you lost the will Tonight you'll truly sleep among the Heavens Rest your head on clouds Put in a good word to the One With Thorns on His brow I looked down at you so beautiful in your last minutes with me you broke through the glass and the chains of the sea The moon hits your eyes shining so bright what happened to my sun and its transcendent light You'll think of me and I'll think of you Wait at the gates I'll be there soon Does your head hurt from the soil falling down You never got to wear that white wedding gown I got on one knee and pulled out your ring slipped it on your finger I could almost hear you sing Don't leave Please stay with me I'll wake up tomorrow this must all be a dream I loved her with my heart and my soul give me her back and Ill be her all Bring me to her or her to me give us the chance to be happy its the death of the sun its bad for everyone its the death of the sun its bad for everyone I looked right at you so beautiful in your eternal minutes with me we broke through the glass and the chains of the world
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I'll be happy when the world ends I'll sit and watch people run from what they've become with content in my eyes and a smile on my face I wont run in this pointless race I know the world better than you All things that smile sadly aren't true The things that are I understand And we dont belong, belong to this land Ill be happy when the world ends So North I'll go with Heaven in mind I'll be gone, gone for some time I'll only return if I cant complete The bridge that makes the two worlds meet I'll cry and sing and who will listen He who can complete my mission To rest well retire our callused hands Tomorrow's the seventh, so He'll understand Ill be happy when the world ends Together well laugh As everything crashes returning to stone Its better I know Its better I know Is it better, I don't know
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I climbed to the peak of a Sandcastle Kingdom Where I saw for miles and felt the freedom I came down fast, it was more like a crash With two old legs, you cant walk back Let me wake up slow I hope you dont mind Giving me the morning before you take away the time The orange sun you can keep as your own With my back turned I'm heading home The rapids have picked up speed, they wont slow down I should never have crossed it, never left town You tried to go up, but you just spun around Waiving a white flag as you entered the ground Let me wake up slow I hope you dont mind Giving me the morning before you take away the time The orange sun you can keep as your own With my back turned I'm all alone
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I know its over So why even try What are we doing Besides living a lie And we said words Sounded so pure Now were sick Without a cure I take back something Somethings I said We stay together It's all in our heads You cant seem to leave Just for an hour Ill take what's mine And you'll take whats ours Where are the stars We use to watch Where are the words We dont even talk You know its over So why do you stay Next to me In bed where I lay The stars wont shine Neither do I Your smile wont warm Like it did in my mind
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Its the first tears of winter streaming down from my eyes Sorrow fills my heart that I'll never find the one that's right So I lay here alone like I will every night for the last days the last days of my life The sun set on everything I once held dear Cowarding Hidden by blankets of hear That I'll be just noise A lost voice no one can hear Our time is through The end has drawn near I lay awake no stranger to the starry sky There's feelings We both know we should no longer hide I look in you For someone I know I'll never find This once great lie Is something we must leave behind The sun set on everything I once held dear Cowarding Hidden by blankets of hear That I'll be just noise A lost voice no one can hear Our time is through The end has drawn near Is it too late to get back what we once had Or is our love to far gone to far past Have we changed outgrown what we thought would last Its the first tears of winter streaming down from my eyes I look in you For someone I know I'll never find This once great lie is something we must leave behind its the first tears of winter streaming down from my eyes
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I had to leave I could not stay My life starts So far away Its hard for you To get use to alone I Promise one day I'll come back home Wont you come back home I love it out here where I can breath its so much better than dieing asleep I didn't mean to leave you alone I might one day I might come back home Wont you come back home I shed some tears but that's all they were not once have I wished to return I know it hurts to be alone Maybe one day I'll come back home Won't you come back home Ive blossomed like a flower in the sweet spring air I would wither in that place back there I feel the pain of being alone but there's nothing you can say to make me come back home Right here is better for me For the first time I feel free Please don't come back home
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In a few months I'll forget your name Give it one year You'll do the same Its hard to hear Coming from me But my heart aches so graciously I'm calling a storm I'm asking for waves To shift what we know To change our fate Was I only looking or did you see it too A changing notion Between me and you To grow apart Is this what I wanted To end what we have And be forgotten I'm calling a storm I'm asking for clouds To tell me the truth To show me how You love the sun I can't bring a storm I can't make it cold When you love what's warm So I'll forget Just what I've planned And tell you I love you Like I always have

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released January 25, 2014

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